A New Beginning

:)

Today is special. It is his first day of work. (I wish him all the best and have lotsa fun and friends there).

Remember I was having that bad moment losing my 'dreamed' room, a better one I gained. How amazing! It is really funny how things turn out to be. You lose one good one, but you might get a better one, if not the best one. I am totally satisfied with my current condition. I don't think I have anymore things to ask for. I love love love my life!!!!! :)...

I am VERY excited to move in today and start decorating the place. :)...

~xoxo~

Friday~~

It's Friday!!!

I am exceptionally happy today...

because...

it's a friday.

big boss not around.

I don't have to drive to work.

I don't have to drive home after work.

I'm done with my blood test aka I can eat good food tonight.

I am done with the first round of moving.

I am staying in Kajang.

I will have savings soon.

I know tomorrow will be a good day.

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I think I am too high now, a horror movie will probably calm me down.

I feel like munching on some unhealthy junk food now.

:)


~xoxo~

Where is it going?

I have been missing in action for like a week already. It's not that I have nothing to write or my life has nothing interesting to tell anymore. It is just the opposite! So many things happened everyday, I am busy!

So, I went to see doctor, again, last Friday, due to dizziness (again?!?!?!), but not indigestion. Doctor said it's 'mostly' due to ear imbalance. And I got my first MC ever, left my office at 2.30pm. I need to go back for blood test this Friday, and I haven't even finish half of the medicine she gave (I never remember to take on time). I hope the blood test would not deliver any bad news to me though.

Over the weekend, I was too busy hunting for rooms and furniture. Things were going well! I thought I found an idea place for me and for him. I felt clicked to my supposed-to-be new housemates. Well, things change all the time and people can behave very differently. My dreamed room is gone, and I do not know what to do anymore. You know, when you are hoping, thinking, and expecting things to be like that, all the time in your mind in your sleep, and it closed to realizing but gone forever, imagine that and you know how I felt last night. I was so so excited shopping for furniture and drafting for the new room. Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore.

Work is starting to drain me up. The doctor actually asked me the other day if I feel stressful from work, and I said I am not. Thinking of it, it might be the case that I am actually overwhelmed by the stress of work and life that I did not actually know, just like the last time when I cannot even tell if I am hungry or not. Well, strange enough! I am actually hoping that my business concept(came to my mind when I was sleeping or when I first woke up the other day) will be realized soon enough, then, I will be at least know what I am doing and loving what I do. Now, I think my mind is hardly resting these days even when my body is. If not, I wouldn't have had the supposed-to-be-future room all designed and decor, and even, came up with a business concept. -_-'''

The day I got my second pay, I think I truly deserve a good gift.

~xoxo~

Not Bad Not the Worst

The list of more than 10 premises (house, condo, apartment) were all rented out.

I do not have any luck today.

I know

Even if I were to be rendered at a unsatisfactory living condition, I am not alone.

These two months have given me a lot of life lesson.

The person I met, the things I have gone through.

I learnt.

Even though I am not alone, I will always remember everything that I have learnt in these two months.

I shall not take him for granted.

I shall be tougher and smarter.

And

I will be more positive, for sure.

The only difference then, is, my life will be complete.

My heart stays where it supposed to be.

My mind does not go haywire from time to time.

I can concentrate better in what I do.

I am

Good.

~xoxo~

New Updates 2

I am busy recently......

I went back home two weeks consecutively.

I go to gym every alternate day.

I am looking for place to move. Loving the studio apartment, but price is too attractive. I do not keen to stay with 5/6 people in a house. 3 housemates might be the most I can tolerate. It's so hard to find a room in two weeks time.

I have more phone calls this week from home. Grandparents got a shock seeing me after 3 weeks not around. They think I got thinner and thinner. Now, I am reporting myself everyday what I have for lunch and dinner for the four folks at home. Grandpa even called me at my lunch time to see if I have taken my meal. -_-'''

I cursed and I am still cursing Naza Service Centre for their POOR, VERY POOR after sales service. I love my car, but I'll always curse Naza!!!

It's fun to have CFO sitting in the office for 6 weeks.

Time pass very fast when I am busy.

~xoxo~

The Best Night of Mine

So, I went to True Fitness last night. It was wonderful~~~ I was so worried that I couldn't find the place, but it was seriously easy. (When I said easy, it means it is just right beside, that kind that you can see the building clearly already...lol)

The Malay guy, so called my fitness consultant, is a long winded guy. He told me he enjoys talking to me, duh, I told him not to waste my time. Anyway, He showed me around, the atmosphere is great, of course much better than ISU Rec. By the end of the tour, I told him I don't have any sense of direction (as I can't find the ladies locker room anymore), he was like "so we were just wasting our time huh?"!!! Anyway, that whole chit chat thingy took me almost two hours.

The best part was the 'body composition analysis' they did on me as one of the registration process. Yes, I am confirmed that I lose weight already. To my surprised, the % of my body fat is normal!!!But, I am VERY VERY lack of protein!!! And I have weak arm which they called 'undeveloped'!!! And, the analyst told me that I have very high metabolism rate(1328.6 kcal). Even with me sleeping also, I can burn 1328.6 kcal (That's what I said). Hahaha...My overall fitness score is 70 points. Not bad at all!! He asked me to gain some weight back to 50KG, then I'll have flying fitness result. lol....Those guys are funny!!!

I just love love love True Fitness. It makes my day. I feel happy being there. So, on the way driving home last night, I already made up my mind to find a place to stay where it doesn't require me to pay RM150/ month for that goddamn parking fees. Then, I can happily enjoy myself there at True Fitness. GREAT~~~~

~xoxo~

Rain

It is moody the whole day. Rain comes and goes...

The thunder woke me up twice last night in the middle of my beauty sleep.

I had good meals yesterday and went to bed at 10pm, my dizziness is gone today. I am healthy!

I don't feel safe in my car just because I have yet to do my first car service regardless of the overdue mileage. My poor car~~~

My lunch is getting more and more expensive, the price i pay for a good health? or does it matter at all? damn old man cheated my money for two days already.

The happiest thing of today, I called True Fitness, and I am going tomorrow right after work!!!!! I am so excited!

~xoxo~

Pictures

So, if anyone were to wonder the level of tolerance my stomach has for oily food, here are examples of food that can cause indigestion:

Semenyih famous Ikan Bakar (RM20!!!)

The very spicy kangkung

They look fine. They're yummy. My tummy needs more adjustment.

Malaysia wonders:

Toy Freak

All kinds of toy collection

The clinic where I was born 23 years ago:

Batu Pahat

ok, the lovey dovey:

And....

It's not yet mid of the month.

My first salary is...........a.l.m.o.s.t............g.o.n.e................

How am I going to survive for the rest of the month??????

:(...

~xoxo~

What a Weekend

I had a great weekend home. It is always good to be around with parents as they'll do anything just to make you happy. I brought my parents out for a delicious dinner, foot the bill for the first time using my first salary. How proud!

Sunday was the longest day ever. I salute myself for my patience and determination yesterday. Forget about the long journey and the horrible traffic, it was good to go into Nottingham. At least I know my little couz's condition in that outskirt area. Although things are hard there, I believe my little couz can fight through her way and walk out proudly eventually.

Anyway, thanks to my sensitive stomach and poor digestive system, I'll have to be more careful eating out from today onwards. A delicious ikan bakar and kangkung turned out to be a disaster to me. Thank God my dizziness stroke me after I reached my car park. I can tell no one my condition last night. It was horrible!!! Things were spinning, I can't stand, and I can only sit in my bathroom waiting to throw out again and again. My limbs were shivering and weak. I went to doctor eventually and, indigestion of oily food was what he said. I wasn't listening hard of what he said. I just want to collect my medicine and collapse into bed. Anyway, I think my brain has more problem than my stomach as I went to work today regardless of the doctor's mc. I think I was eager to clear the piles of files on my table which made me lost my normal human sense.

Ask me if I am healthy now? Better, but not yet. Dizziness is still visiting me from time to time. Worst thing was, I lost 3 KGs after I came back to Malaysia, which is closed to, but not yet 2 months time. I hope the weighting machine wasn't accurate. I really cannot wait to go to the fitness centre.

I think it's snowing in Ames already. Snow comes earlier and earlier every year. I miss walking in the snow with my dear....I miss the snowing Ames...I think I miss everybody in Ames.

~xoxo~

Life is Coming Back to Me

Yes, my life is coming back to me.
I'm happy, but I'm too tired.
My brain is too overpacked with to-do list and numbers.
I missed his bb match, the first game I missed in these 3 years 7 months. I don't feel good about it.
I'm going home today.
I am going to have a good break, with no traffic lights, no traffic jam, no computer, and no parking problem. I need to stay away from the abovementioned 4 things for a while.

~xoxo~

I Love You God

STAY POSITIVE AND YOU'LL GET WHAT YOU HOPE FOR... :)...

A lot of things happened today:

10 hours of work is nothing anymore.

I have the biggest surprise in my life.

I experienced that kind of crying-so-badly, but due to happiness. I feel relieved altogether. My heart instantly patched back with stronger beats.

I cannot describe anything anymore right now.

I will have a good sleep tonight.

p/s: I did not hit any red lights AGAIN on the way back from work. I am the luckiest person today. I guess God was actually hinting me something already before I know the good news. xD!

Have a safe flight back home, my 11!!! :)...

~xoxo~

Zombie

I had a bad night.

I woke up 4 times, two times were because of nightmares, one time was just random at 6.05am, then 7am. I had one good dream too. I dreamed of my 'mow mow'. I brought him home, with a lovely bed for him.

So, it's not surprising that I look like zombie when I stared myself in the mirror. Luckily, make up does wonders. I am looking fine now. :)...

I was lucky this morning as I did not hit any red lights AT ALL, all the way from Damansara to Mont' Kiara, can anyone believe that? How cool!

~xoxo~

Stay Positive

People think I am sad today. Early morning before I stepped out of my house, my housemate said I must be very sad as days being alone started again. In the office, my manager is kind enough to let me go 'earlier' regardless of the heavy workload she has. I already foreseen today, I already prepared for this mood. I had a lot of monologue in my mind today, while I was walking, driving, working, eating, every time everywhere, to the extent that I think I am going insane. I wanted to shout out loud so badly, or go for a long jog that can drain up all the energy in my body.

Some people like to have exciting life with ups and downs; some like peaceful, or monotonous life. I hate the feeling of reaching high high to the heaven and one moment, drop till the deep end of the hell.

Anyway......

I believe everything happens for a reason. Remember I said God has always been nicer to me? If this is a means to an end, I will accept it. There'll be surprises along the way.

It's My Life!!!

p/s: went to visit my 'mow mow' today with my 11, can never describe my happiness at that moment. Now, I left my heart here and there, but not yet with me.

~xoxo~

Sunway Pyramid

I found my favorite brand Forever 21 here in Sunway Pyramid. I compared the price, it is in general RM20 per piece more expensive than you can get in the States. BUT, they're really nice!!! Forever 21 is like a heaven to me. I want to try everything and I want to buy everything. The best things about Forever 21 in Malaysia are, all the clothing and accessories are tidily displayed, and, the queue outside the fitting room is never long. I have decided to bring one item from Forever 21 home every month I get my pay. *tee hee*

One strange thing is, the XS size from some brands is still loose on me. I deem myself to be a normal size among Malaysia ladies, there're way too many much skinnier and bonnier ladies around. I wonder where they shop for their clothing. I started to think that it might be the clothing itself that supposed to fit loosely like that.*I don't know* All I know is that I need to get back to gym ASAP to feel lean again.

I am sitting in front of this pianist performing here. Her songs can kill. The songs she played are always able to grasp people's attention, of all races and all ages, to stop and enjoy the moment with her. My emotion can just swing with the melody of her songs. She looks so happy. She is definitely the one that enjoying the most of her work. She is very attractive at this moment.

Looking at my surrounding, I am sure that Sunday shopping is definitely filled with love. Family love, couple love, friendship love is everywhere to be seen. All this moment needs to be cherished as it will be gone too soon before one even realized.

~xoxo~

A DIfferent Weekend

This weekend is very different to me.

I woke up earlier than weekdays.

I left home earlier than weekdays.

I reached home much later than weekdays.

I am always the first 'customer' to Sunway Pyramid.

8 hours pass so fast than they usually are at work.

I do my work in Sunway Pyramid before all the shops open.

The first 4 hours I used to do my work, the other 4 hours I shop, and I am having fun checking on Malaysia fashion style.

I am not alone this weekend.

This is the l.a.s.t weekend...

~xoxo~

43 Months

Oct 3rd!!!

Last night was a nightmare! Well, not exactly the whole night, but part of it (I'm referring to my OT at work l-a-h). Things popped up at the very last minute, and I was fighting the battle together with my manager. A Friday night, everyone left, even my CFO left earlier than me, can you believe? I am always the first one to leave, on time, in my office. LoL...

I felt so bad for making him waited for me at my apartment playground for two hours, not to say my initial plan of making the night special for our anniversary. I was rushing and rushing and rushing, till I reached him and hold his hands. Bad day moment just vanished like that! He didn't complain at all, and just brought me for dinner (he knows I'm starving). I told you I have the best man anyone could find in this world. *proud*

Life is full of surprises, isn't it? One day he is far far away from me, the other day he is just sleeping beside me.

My life is really really filled with surprises, every single day!!!

~Happy 43rd-Month-Anniversary to Ed&Kel~

~xoxo~

Wednesday and Thursday

I have been going to work and knocking off on time these days, which is really great.

Coming out from my office at 5.45 pm, I took my own sweet time driving around, and I went to Giant yesterday. It wasn't planned, I just decided to go at the junction when traffic light turned green. This is like the biggest Giant I ever been to. The best thing is, there's a pet shop in there. Of course I went in there to look for my new favorite. The pet shop is kinda small, I thought I won't be able to see any pets there. And there, I saw 'him' jumping around and calling me. Gosh, 3 months old, so adorable and active. A 'schnauzer'. The rest of the puppies are all sleeping or not moving at all. This 3-month fella just jumped here and there in the cage. I stood there for like half an hour. It was so tempting to ask the worker to let me have a hug of 'him', but I didn't, as I know one hug and I'll never be able to let go of 'him'. I whispered to 'him' before I left the shop, that I'll come back and bring 'him' home once I have the ability to feed myself well first. Then, I have decided to visit Giant more often than anywhere else. :)...

Today, I finally signed up for the True Fitness, very reluctantly to pay. But, I guess I'll be happier and healthier next time. :)...