A New Beginning

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Today is special. It is his first day of work. (I wish him all the best and have lotsa fun and friends there).

Remember I was having that bad moment losing my 'dreamed' room, a better one I gained. How amazing! It is really funny how things turn out to be. You lose one good one, but you might get a better one, if not the best one. I am totally satisfied with my current condition. I don't think I have anymore things to ask for. I love love love my life!!!!! :)...

I am VERY excited to move in today and start decorating the place. :)...

~xoxo~

Friday~~

It's Friday!!!

I am exceptionally happy today...

because...

it's a friday.

big boss not around.

I don't have to drive to work.

I don't have to drive home after work.

I'm done with my blood test aka I can eat good food tonight.

I am done with the first round of moving.

I am staying in Kajang.

I will have savings soon.

I know tomorrow will be a good day.

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I think I am too high now, a horror movie will probably calm me down.

I feel like munching on some unhealthy junk food now.

:)


~xoxo~

Where is it going?

I have been missing in action for like a week already. It's not that I have nothing to write or my life has nothing interesting to tell anymore. It is just the opposite! So many things happened everyday, I am busy!

So, I went to see doctor, again, last Friday, due to dizziness (again?!?!?!), but not indigestion. Doctor said it's 'mostly' due to ear imbalance. And I got my first MC ever, left my office at 2.30pm. I need to go back for blood test this Friday, and I haven't even finish half of the medicine she gave (I never remember to take on time). I hope the blood test would not deliver any bad news to me though.

Over the weekend, I was too busy hunting for rooms and furniture. Things were going well! I thought I found an idea place for me and for him. I felt clicked to my supposed-to-be new housemates. Well, things change all the time and people can behave very differently. My dreamed room is gone, and I do not know what to do anymore. You know, when you are hoping, thinking, and expecting things to be like that, all the time in your mind in your sleep, and it closed to realizing but gone forever, imagine that and you know how I felt last night. I was so so excited shopping for furniture and drafting for the new room. Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore.

Work is starting to drain me up. The doctor actually asked me the other day if I feel stressful from work, and I said I am not. Thinking of it, it might be the case that I am actually overwhelmed by the stress of work and life that I did not actually know, just like the last time when I cannot even tell if I am hungry or not. Well, strange enough! I am actually hoping that my business concept(came to my mind when I was sleeping or when I first woke up the other day) will be realized soon enough, then, I will be at least know what I am doing and loving what I do. Now, I think my mind is hardly resting these days even when my body is. If not, I wouldn't have had the supposed-to-be-future room all designed and decor, and even, came up with a business concept. -_-'''

The day I got my second pay, I think I truly deserve a good gift.

~xoxo~

Not Bad Not the Worst

The list of more than 10 premises (house, condo, apartment) were all rented out.

I do not have any luck today.

I know

Even if I were to be rendered at a unsatisfactory living condition, I am not alone.

These two months have given me a lot of life lesson.

The person I met, the things I have gone through.

I learnt.

Even though I am not alone, I will always remember everything that I have learnt in these two months.

I shall not take him for granted.

I shall be tougher and smarter.

And

I will be more positive, for sure.

The only difference then, is, my life will be complete.

My heart stays where it supposed to be.

My mind does not go haywire from time to time.

I can concentrate better in what I do.

I am

Good.

~xoxo~

New Updates 2

I am busy recently......

I went back home two weeks consecutively.

I go to gym every alternate day.

I am looking for place to move. Loving the studio apartment, but price is too attractive. I do not keen to stay with 5/6 people in a house. 3 housemates might be the most I can tolerate. It's so hard to find a room in two weeks time.

I have more phone calls this week from home. Grandparents got a shock seeing me after 3 weeks not around. They think I got thinner and thinner. Now, I am reporting myself everyday what I have for lunch and dinner for the four folks at home. Grandpa even called me at my lunch time to see if I have taken my meal. -_-'''

I cursed and I am still cursing Naza Service Centre for their POOR, VERY POOR after sales service. I love my car, but I'll always curse Naza!!!

It's fun to have CFO sitting in the office for 6 weeks.

Time pass very fast when I am busy.

~xoxo~

The Best Night of Mine

So, I went to True Fitness last night. It was wonderful~~~ I was so worried that I couldn't find the place, but it was seriously easy. (When I said easy, it means it is just right beside, that kind that you can see the building clearly already...lol)

The Malay guy, so called my fitness consultant, is a long winded guy. He told me he enjoys talking to me, duh, I told him not to waste my time. Anyway, He showed me around, the atmosphere is great, of course much better than ISU Rec. By the end of the tour, I told him I don't have any sense of direction (as I can't find the ladies locker room anymore), he was like "so we were just wasting our time huh?"!!! Anyway, that whole chit chat thingy took me almost two hours.

The best part was the 'body composition analysis' they did on me as one of the registration process. Yes, I am confirmed that I lose weight already. To my surprised, the % of my body fat is normal!!!But, I am VERY VERY lack of protein!!! And I have weak arm which they called 'undeveloped'!!! And, the analyst told me that I have very high metabolism rate(1328.6 kcal). Even with me sleeping also, I can burn 1328.6 kcal (That's what I said). Hahaha...My overall fitness score is 70 points. Not bad at all!! He asked me to gain some weight back to 50KG, then I'll have flying fitness result. lol....Those guys are funny!!!

I just love love love True Fitness. It makes my day. I feel happy being there. So, on the way driving home last night, I already made up my mind to find a place to stay where it doesn't require me to pay RM150/ month for that goddamn parking fees. Then, I can happily enjoy myself there at True Fitness. GREAT~~~~

~xoxo~

Rain

It is moody the whole day. Rain comes and goes...

The thunder woke me up twice last night in the middle of my beauty sleep.

I had good meals yesterday and went to bed at 10pm, my dizziness is gone today. I am healthy!

I don't feel safe in my car just because I have yet to do my first car service regardless of the overdue mileage. My poor car~~~

My lunch is getting more and more expensive, the price i pay for a good health? or does it matter at all? damn old man cheated my money for two days already.

The happiest thing of today, I called True Fitness, and I am going tomorrow right after work!!!!! I am so excited!

~xoxo~