So, my office has a demon. A demon that is trying to make my life more miserable. I was almost defeated, I was badly hurt, and now, I recovered, with more power in me.
I am always not strong enough, to protect myself. I know I am stressful, I know I am angry, I know I am upset, but I promise myself that I'll be O.K again after swimming (p/s: I seem to have the ability to leave all the unhappiness behind in the water, somehow). I fail sometimes. I am still showing faces, I am still complaining. >.< (the part of me that I hate now)
Anyway, I am doing things to make myself happy so that I can make others happy. Other than the habitual ways that I have been doing eg. window shopping, etc., I pick up new ways like reading Bible, listening Hillsongs...I am actually pretty looking forward to Sunday church. These are the things that never fails to calm me down. At least it eases my worries and hatred and I am able to forgive people. A little amazing...
Nevertheless, planning on trips is what excites me the most. I think travelling out of Malaysia is necessary as stucking in Malaysia all the time will make one a so-typical-kind of malaysian, which is....Bad!!I do not want to lose/forget the beautiful values that I learnt when I was over the other side of the globe. Currently eyeing on Thailand, Singapore, and Taiwan...trying to make it realize within this year.
Ok, so, that's it. :)
~xoxo~
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
March?!?!?!
Time no longer flies, I think it evaporates everyday just like that.
Apparently, February is a lovely month. The only month where holidays superseded working days most of the time. I felt as if I rested for the whole February.
Cny just past like that. It was definitely an eventful new year. I had a lot of fun. There were unhappy things too occurred but I am glad that everything is over and everything is back to normal. This Cny has way more fireworks around than any other previous years that I had celebrated. Malaysians are getting richer I guess.
Now, I am back to work again. Life is getting more and more peaceful. Things are getting more and more routinized somehow. There's no perks in life currently. But, I have a few goals that I want to try to achieve. At certain point, I wonder if money is really everything? Getting richer= being happier?
It's March already.
It's the fourth year since I become the luckiest girl in the world.
Happy Anniversary!!
If God can hear me now, I ask for hopes. Please create hopes in our lives, in everybody's lives.
~xoxo~
Apparently, February is a lovely month. The only month where holidays superseded working days most of the time. I felt as if I rested for the whole February.
Cny just past like that. It was definitely an eventful new year. I had a lot of fun. There were unhappy things too occurred but I am glad that everything is over and everything is back to normal. This Cny has way more fireworks around than any other previous years that I had celebrated. Malaysians are getting richer I guess.
Now, I am back to work again. Life is getting more and more peaceful. Things are getting more and more routinized somehow. There's no perks in life currently. But, I have a few goals that I want to try to achieve. At certain point, I wonder if money is really everything? Getting richer= being happier?
It's March already.
It's the fourth year since I become the luckiest girl in the world.
Happy Anniversary!!
If God can hear me now, I ask for hopes. Please create hopes in our lives, in everybody's lives.
~xoxo~
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